WWE has posted a clip from the upcoming season finale of Total Bellas on E! In the video Nikki Bella reveals that seeing John Cena dating another woman will 'kill' her.

“This is the first time I’ve been back in Napa since my big breakup and I just immediately get all the memories. But a part of me is like, ‘OK, Nicole. Now you have to make new memories.’

“I think that’s why I was crying so much yesterday,” Nikki tells Brie. “I feel like it was the first time I’m just fully, like, starting my true grieving and healing process. No matter what, the next time I see him with someone it’s gonna kill me. I’m ready for a new me. I need it.”

Nikki herself has moved on and is reportedly now datingArtem Chigvintsev. The episode was filmed nearly a year ago.